A phone call last week revealed that the local grocer kindly offering to bake off the turkeys for our annual community Thanksgiving meal, was desperately short on the turkeys needed. We spoke on the phone of the details and he informed me that his staff would begin the thawing process that afternoon but only had 8 turkeys to unthaw. We needed at least double that and preferably 20 turkeys. PANIC crept in and my close friend worry helped me engage in my easy come freak out mode. I prayed, and worried, and prayed, and worried some more. I went through my morning routine at home anxious and stressed about the matter. I finally hopped into my car and began to head into work. On the drive into town I said, "Ok God, I'm just going to be quiet and let you talk I have nothing here." There was no audible out loud voice that gave me specific instructions on how to acquire the amount of turkeys needed but there was the stillness in my car and a quickening of my spirit connecting to the Holy Spirit of Christ. The same spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, living in me, a follower of Jesus that spoke quietly to my soul- " If you could know in your depths of my love you would know that I alone am your provider." I prayed in my spirit "I believe, help my unbelief."
Soon I arrived at Whoop-Ti-Doos (my work place and location of the community Thanksgiving meal). I walked up to the back door to unlock it and sitting on the back stoop were 2 turkeys. A smile came to my face and my spirit. I began preparations for the day a little less anxious. Soon the staff I would be working with that day arrived. I said good morning and began speaking to her in a frenzy as if the two turkeys precariously sitting on the back stoop earlier that morning had never occurred! "Darla, I'm freaking out, Hy-Vee is starting to thaw out our turkeys this afternoon and we are short on turkeys, we really need to pray about this!" No longer did that statement get out of my mouth than the ding of the back door bell sounded and in walked a lady from the community. She randomly asked, "Are you still in need of turkeys for your Thanksgiving meal?" I looked at Darla and laughed out loud! "Yes!", I stated! "You are actually an answer to prayer we are short on turkeys!" She led me out to her car and handed me the turkey from her back seat! At that moment I was being humbled in a huge blessing of provision and my faith for the moment went to a high level of belief and awe of the specificness of God answering my "worry-wart prayer." I went inside and Darla and I offered a prayer of thankfulness for the turkeys and asked God to provide exactly the amount we would need for the upcoming celebration. We went through the lunch hour rush enjoying the blessing and provision God was pouring out from heaven. I was so full of belief in those hours I thought it could actually begin to rain turkeys from heaven! Well that did not happen, but later that afternoon Darla answered a phone call and motioned me over to her. With a smile on her face, she said "There's a guy on the phone wanting to know if you are still needing turkeys!" He called back later that afternoon saying that he purchased 6 turkeys and took them to Hy-Vee! By the time I layed my head on my pillow that night we were up to 22 turkeys! As I type this I believe that we have 25+ turkeys unthawing in the coolers at Hy-Vee! This was not only a testimony of how faithful our living God is and what a mighty provider he is but that my little boxed God does not work. It is when we turn our hands from white knuckled to our own control and in faith lay them out and turn them upward is when God can be the awesome and mighty one that he so wants to be, in us and through us! Matthew 6:31-33 "So do not worry saying what, "What shall we eat? or What shall we drink? or What shall we wear?" The pagans run after all these things, and your Heavenly Father knows that you need them. but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
May this story of how specific and faithful God is encourage your heart and lead you into belief and a attitude of thankfulness - no matter your circumstances, heart condition, or situation-God is waiting for your heart to turn soft to him as you surrender with hands open and upward to his provision in your life. Believe that he can meet your needs better that you ever could on your own! He met your greatest need by sending his son Jesus (John 3:16) to die for all of our control freak, worry wart, actions of unbelief (just to name a few) sins and provided a way to salvation and eternal life though his perfect life. Will you believe today? Look around to find the "turkey sitting on your doorstep" it is there waiting....Happy, Happy Thanksgiving!
What an awesome, in -your-face-way, of seeing God UNDENIABLY AT WORK in our daily lives. LOVE this story, Joy! Thanks for sharing and thank you Lord for providing for our every need! Precious Lord, I ask that You continue to mightily bless Joy and her staff and the ones who are stepping forward, in Your Name, to share Your provision and Your love with many hungry bodies and souls this week. All glory and praise to You, Lord. Amen.
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This made me smile...and cry. Thanks for sharing.
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